Unabashedly

I'm back

2009-05-04T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hello Again,
This is probably a blog I could have written a while ago but here goes nothing...I have recently gone through a situation from which I haven't fully recovered but today I remain optimistic about some things which I would like you to know.
First, That my soul will be okay. At the end of the day I can only be the man that God wants me and I am fine with this. Ephesians 8:28.
Second, of having a better heart from this moment and so on. The bible tells us that the heart is deceitful above all things(Jeremiah 17:9). I think God tests it to build purity deep inside of us and I know mine will get tested again. It needs to be directed to the Holy One every second of every hour. By the way I love the hymn "I need thee every hour."
Finally, "THE ROCK!... HAS COME BACK, TO MIAAA...!!!" sorry could not resist the phrase. Seriously though, I want to know God more and more through it all. God has to become my friend. Simple as that...if He wasn't before today I am endeavoring to get more intimate and enveloped with Him.
Sincerely yours,
me

Cellphone Etiquette!

2009-02-03T16:45:00.000-08:00

Brought to you from the ENCM Staff Life Lessons series:

1. Don't talk so loud...
2. People should not be forced to listen to your conversation, so be considerate
3. Rudely interrupting a conversion with call or text is not cool, excuse yourself
4. When in a ceremony, church, concert, and performance, there should be no cellphones
5. Don't text while driving!
6. No texting small talk or arguing, call them or meet them sometime...
7. No Loud and obnoxious ring tones. Please
8. Don't talk while waiting in a line, unless it's an emergency
9. The original person who calls should call back if the call is dropped
10. Don't leave long voice mails, keep it short and to the point
11. Don't talk on your cellphone while going through the drive through

You hold the key - To God

2008-12-29T16:19:00.000-08:00

I said, God bring me a woman who has hidden herself in You, that I cannot behold her without worshiping through.

He said, I do have this one faithful daughter and in My eyes she is both beautiful and wanted...

I said, God can you make me wait for her and her for me

He said, delight in me and you'll learn to be still, for I can give you treasure if and when it is my will.

I delighted...

I said, God how can I love someone else but You?...why can't it just be me and you? will this be true?

He said, I established it from the beginning, man and wife. Believe that I always had a plan for your life..

I understood...

He said, You finally loved me and saw nobody else...now receive My Grace and it will go swell

and then I said, Thank you Lord for so much Grace, I sure don't mind if that is the case! :)

One small step for man...

2008-12-21T16:59:00.000-08:00

NASA is trying to reach the moon again by 2015. It will be a mission to begin the process of permanently inhabiting the moon. I think this will be a great feat... maybe i should start investing in lunar real estate...

Here is a website that actually registers people to own property on the moon:

http://www.lunarregistry.com/

Rejoice!

2008-12-09T16:47:00.000-08:00

See the morning, see it rising
Over the mountains high
See the mercy in the mighty hand of God

Living Water come and fill us
Only You can satisfy
Turn our sorrow into singing
The song of life

Rejoice, Rejoice
Sing with the angel voices
Rejoice, Rejoice
All Heaven and earth rejoice

Lord, Your strength is a tower
The righteous run into
Lord, Your love is a banner over us
And we hold on to the promise
That Your hold on us is true
There's no other like You, Jesus
No one like You

Always
Again I say rejoice

by Chris Tomlin---Phil 4:4

Today

2008-11-20T08:47:00.000-08:00

Tonight
I'm going to speak God as my friend.... I think He will listen to me.

Lakeland Revival

2008-06-11T12:39:00.000-07:00

Video from the Lakeland Revival.....It was great. Highlights included a man growing a calf muscle and a woman healed over text message during the healing prayer. Also, I received what people call holy laughter and my mouth was robed of speech. For a little over 30 minutes all i could do was burst out in loud laughter or speak in tongues. It was really cool and pretty amazing. I attended the revival with Grace, Courtney and Jen.

New Blog

2008-06-02T19:50:00.001-07:00

New blog New Blog....when am i going to write a new blog....

The Hour

2008-05-04T14:47:00.000-07:00

Signs, in the daily lives of everyday people that will change their lives forever. I will speak this into the atmosphere knowing that the Lord will show Himself mighty and glorify His name. I can see the things around me and the people around me groaning to see something tangible from Heaven, regardless of whether they themselves realize it or not.

My heart and mind are going at 100 miles per hour wanting to hear something from Heaven. This is the reason I am writing this blog right now, and I hope you can forgive me if you don't understand what is really going on in it. I take this blogging thing like a record of what is going on in my mind which at times is very random. I would like you to understand but i am not naturally a writer. It will take some time for me to learn how to express myself during blogs like this for other people. This is the background for this blog, it consumes me to find out what is at the core of God's heart and how can I be changed in preparation to fully receive this vision and hopefully can impart it to other generations (Matthew 6:33).

“if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.”- 2 Chronicles 7:14

That verse up there describes what I see that we are in need of doing. God, lead us to more intimacy with you. I believe that in intimacy is where the glory of God manifests; it is sacred and necessary. There is no doubt in my mind that God desires us more than we do Him, so God create in us a greater desire to love you!

God will not do anything that is second best, in fact he is perfectly qualified and able to make something out of nothing. Let us not doubt and let Him do what He said in His word He will do when we ask Him. (Hebrews 11:1)

The verses in parentheses are the things I hear the Holy Spirit reminding me of. In Matthew 6:33 God tells me to seek His kingdom first, that's what I need to do. I cannot doubt so I will be sure if what i hope for, and be certain of what i do not see in faith for this like Hebrews 11:1 tells me.

Video Saturday!

2008-05-03T11:46:00.000-07:00

A first of many videos i plan to put on this blog to make it more personal and interesting...So let me describe what happens in this video: It shows me without my glasses...i am at IHOP (International House of Prayer) on the floor worshipping God. I was just soaking in His presence when I was inspired to use my camera. Its just me looking at the camera and singing along to the worship in the background. Misty Edwards was leading if im not mistaken. If you are wondering... at about 00:47 I drop my camera just out of realizing the realness of God in my life...ENJOY:

P.S. Yes, I don't look like the little kid from my profile pic, and no I don't even know where the picture comes from...i just thought it was adorable.

Victory!

2008-05-01T22:27:00.001-07:00

This post describes a dream I had after Fire baptism at church. 'Tricia had prophesied to me that i would have supernatural dreams and would have dreams for the nation (USA) as well. That same night and the following two nights I sure did have some notable dreams. This is the one dream that impacted me most:

In this dream, I remember walking down the corridor of a second story house with many doors. It reminded me of Bourbon Street in New Orleans with its two story buildings with signs and posters on the walls. The signs and posters were displays of dreams and thoughts that had tormented me to pursue sexual sin in my life, and the things that I still had not forgotten about from all that I had seen and felt during these moments. Before I knew it, I found myself in my bed trying to sleep and wondering about these thoughts. As I lay there and thought about these thoughts, I remembered all the times when I had these thoughts that led the desire in me to sin in this way. I suddenly felt the want to watch pornography, and I thought about searching the web for it like I had done in the past. I turned around in my bed to stare at my pillow and it somehow turned into a touch screen computer. It turned into a desktop with that green plain background from windows and links to things. I clicked on the internet browser, went to the search tool bar and activated a keyboard to type the word “porn”…

However, as I begin to type this word, I had no sooner typed the letter P that I felt an enemy of this desire tugging at my heart, something I knew was right. It was so compelling that I listened to it and followed what it was leading me to do. Outside of the dream, it is a feeling that I already know. It is when the Holy Spirit prompts me to do something. I quickly erased the letter P and typed “the truth about Jacob’s lambs” and then pressed enter. I was quickly transported to another world where I was lying on a cliff overlooking an expanse of sea. I soon saw a large silver cross right in front of me embedded on the ground, and my eyes became fixated on dramatic still views (like still photos) of each of the four corners of this cross. First the North end, the South, the East, and the West in succession. I then turned back and saw the devil looking intently at me with a bewildered look in his face. He looked like he had fought a war and this was the end for him. His eyes gazed intently at this cross and his face showing me a defeated and helpless foe. I then turned and looked at the cross fully, it was radiant, a perfectly cut crystal and powerful beyond measure…this was the end of the dream.

I woke up confused about all that I had seen but I had a feeling of victory. I am certain that this dream represented me having victory over the addiction and patterns i developed with sexual sin. There is still much more I want to tell you about this dream, like what "the truth in Jacob's lambs" means, but i don't want this to be a really long post. On another note, I still do not understand why the devil looked like an anime character from the G Gundam Wing series in my dream…(that's a detail for all those who have ever seen this corny anime)...

-ROb

p.s. if you look at the intro to this post all the sentences begin with T.

God of wonders

2008-04-18T15:34:00.000-07:00

this is great story...whenever we think we are alone we must remember that God is our shield and a strong tower, so I'll let God tell it like it is in this passage:

2 Kings 6:8-18

8 Now the king of Aram was at war with Israel. After conferring with his officers, he said, "I will set up my camp in such and such a place."

9 The man of God sent word to the king of Israel: "Beware of passing that place, because the Arameans are going down there."

10 So the king of Israel checked on the place indicated by the man of God. Time and again Elisha warned the king, so that he was on his guard in such places.

11 This enraged the king of Aram. He summoned his officers and demanded of them, "Will you not tell me which of us is on the side of the king of Israel?"

12 "None of us, my lord the king," said one of his officers, "but Elisha, the prophet who is in Israel, tells the king of Israel the very words you speak in your bedroom."

13 "Go, find out where he is," the king ordered, "so I can send men and capture him." The report came back: "He is in Dothan." 14 Then he sent horses and chariots and a strong force there. They went by night and surrounded the city.

15 When the servant of the man of God got up and went out early the next morning, an army with horses and chariots had surrounded the city. "Oh, my lord, what shall we do?" the servant asked.

16 "Don't be afraid," the prophet answered. "Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."

17 And Elisha prayed, "O LORD, open his eyes so he may see." Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.

18 As the enemy came down toward him, Elisha prayed to the LORD, "Strike these people with blindness." So he struck them with blindness, as Elisha had asked.

Prayer, Oh Lord open our eyes...

Random Thoughts... get what you can from this blog...

2008-04-05T18:26:00.000-07:00

I am scared, simple as that...no I am not scared...I have faith that what my Father in Heaven has for me is only a matter of turning around and seeing it…then again…I must say I love this fast, I reveals to me my flesh. It’s a battle for my soul and mind is the field…how I wish that …no, nothing of value comes without giving up something, paying that price…yes, sacrifice…. Jesus did it for us and it was for something he didn’t even need to do but out of His incomparable grace and mercy it came forth!. it was for me and you…God give us a heart, Give us your Heart…

Day @

2008-03-29T18:43:00.000-07:00

Day 2 went by very quickly. However, it was the day that I had some revelation about how I feel like this fast will go and what I am really accomplishing with this fast. Let me clarify something right now... I can say I am accomplishing something in this fast because I know in my heart that this moment was ordained by God Himself. I do believe that God has given Ross a word for such a time as this. Anybody and everybody that is involved with this fast, this including people that are committing this fast or know anything about it, are in for a great move of God (Hebrews 11:1). Okay, based on that last sentence let me also make this statement; I will speak only words of faith for things that I have never seen before and I will only write things that involve my God doing amazing things while on this fast.

Just writing this blog and thinking about this subject helps me realize the extent of how fasting produces so much love for God... I can feel my mind being alert and seeking to see what God’s heart is speaking.

13 days more to go !!!

-Rob

Prayer Focus, during 15 day fast

2008-03-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

From Ross M's Blog:

Revelation of who God is and intimacy with Jesus
Deep brokenness and conviction over our sins
That people would be set free of bondages and sins that are holding them back
For demonic strongholds of religion, sexual immorality, drunkenness and substance abuse to be broken off our campus
For waves of repentance and salvation to sweep across our campus
That Christians and non-Christians would wake up from their spiritual slumber
That God would manifest supernaturally through us and to us through dreams, visions, and miracles
For Christians to live committed lives to Christ and his kingdom
Pray that apathy would be broken off of this generation
For a boldness to come on believers at FSU and the fear of man to be broken off
Simply put, REVIVAL. That God would show up in a way He never has before at FSU

Save the campus Save the World!!!

BTW

2008-03-27T20:37:00.000-07:00

If you are wondering why my recent posts are the way that they are... (i.e. they have many "...." connecting sentences). Then you must know that i am a novice blogger, no even less than that. I wrote "Day !" with the assumption that I could write my thoughts exactly as they came to my mind. It is a straight stream of counciousness, althought it has some punctuation, in the future i hope to write grammatically correct and crafted pieces of my thoughts as this blogging thing becomes a more regular thing for me.
The one thing that i do have going forme is that i do have a desre to do this and look back to this to see where God has taken me. I probably should have started a blog sooner. Oh well, i won't bother saving this as draft and working some more on it later. Yeah, this is getting published. Like the title of my blog, i will unabashedly put this on my blog page. In hopes that if i see it again it will remind me of the reason why i started blogging, where i have come from and inspire creative decisions for future writing.

-Rob_M

Day !

2008-03-27T00:11:00.000-07:00

Is it me or are we doing a 15 Day fast...Everynation CM is about to see some supernatural things happen in our midst, and though you might not believe it i sure do...in fact, i can feel the God in me crying out for more of Himself.........We need more of His very real presence, straight from His throne, to jump out on us and bust up open to the revelation that we will never ever stop getting revelation about who our God is.........good night .

and Yes, i know that there is an exclamation mark instead of a one on the title, but i want it that way..

I called it "Introspection"

2008-03-25T22:44:00.000-07:00

I really think this could be a nice first post. I do want to write something longer and more detailed but right now i am out of ideas. the date on the bottom says that i wrote this almost two years ago. I was dealing with thoughts that questioned my love for God and if i was really making Him number one in my life. It was at a time when i was away from home during the second year of college. I was feeling like all I had was God and nothing else mattered in the world. I was learning to love Him better and i think that even in this process God was also changing the way i loved people...here it goes:

"If you want to open your heart to someone at all..............who else.....who better.......who first.........but to God"

-think about it

Matthew 4:4

12:52pm Tuesday, Sep 12, 2006