Sunday, May 4, 2008

The Hour

Signs, in the daily lives of everyday people that will change their lives forever. I will speak this into the atmosphere knowing that the Lord will show Himself mighty and glorify His name. I can see the things around me and the people around me groaning to see something tangible from Heaven, regardless of whether they themselves realize it or not.

My heart and mind are going at 100 miles per hour wanting to hear something from Heaven. This is the reason I am writing this blog right now, and I hope you can forgive me if you don't understand what is really going on in it. I take this blogging thing like a record of what is going on in my mind which at times is very random. I would like you to understand but i am not naturally a writer. It will take some time for me to learn how to express myself during blogs like this for other people. This is the background for this blog, it consumes me to find out what is at the core of God's heart and how can I be changed in preparation to fully receive this vision and hopefully can impart it to other generations (Matthew 6:33).
“if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.”- 2 Chronicles 7:14

That verse up there describes what I see that we are in need of doing. God, lead us to more intimacy with you. I believe that in intimacy is where the glory of God manifests; it is sacred and necessary. There is no doubt in my mind that God desires us more than we do Him, so God create in us a greater desire to love you!

God will not do anything that is second best, in fact he is perfectly qualified and able to make something out of nothing. Let us not doubt and let Him do what He said in His word He will do when we ask Him. (Hebrews 11:1)

The verses in parentheses are the things I hear the Holy Spirit reminding me of. In Matthew 6:33 God tells me to seek His kingdom first, that's what I need to do. I cannot doubt so I will be sure if what i hope for, and be certain of what i do not see in faith for this like Hebrews 11:1 tells me.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Video Saturday!

A first of many videos i plan to put on this blog to make it more personal and interesting...So let me describe what happens in this video: It shows me without my glasses...i am at IHOP (International House of Prayer) on the floor worshipping God. I was just soaking in His presence when I was inspired to use my camera. Its just me looking at the camera and singing along to the worship in the background. Misty Edwards was leading if im not mistaken. If you are wondering... at about 00:47 I drop my camera just out of realizing the realness of God in my life...ENJOY:


P.S. Yes, I don't look like the little kid from my profile pic, and no I don't even know where the picture comes from...i just thought it was adorable.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Victory!

This post describes a dream I had after Fire baptism at church. 'Tricia had prophesied to me that i would have supernatural dreams and would have dreams for the nation (USA) as well. That same night and the following two nights I sure did have some notable dreams. This is the one dream that impacted me most:


In this dream, I remember walking down the corridor of a second story house with many doors. It reminded me of Bourbon Street in New Orleans with its two story buildings with signs and posters on the walls. The signs and posters were displays of dreams and thoughts that had tormented me to pursue sexual sin in my life, and the things that I still had not forgotten about from all that I had seen and felt during these moments. Before I knew it, I found myself in my bed trying to sleep and wondering about these thoughts. As I lay there and thought about these thoughts, I remembered all the times when I had these thoughts that led the desire in me to sin in this way. I suddenly felt the want to watch pornography, and I thought about searching the web for it like I had done in the past. I turned around in my bed to stare at my pillow and it somehow turned into a touch screen computer. It turned into a desktop with that green plain background from windows and links to things. I clicked on the internet browser, went to the search tool bar and activated a keyboard to type the word “porn”…

However, as I begin to type this word, I had no sooner typed the letter P that I felt an enemy of this desire tugging at my heart, something I knew was right. It was so compelling that I listened to it and followed what it was leading me to do. Outside of the dream, it is a feeling that I already know. It is when the Holy Spirit prompts me to do something. I quickly erased the letter P and typed “the truth about Jacob’s lambs” and then pressed enter. I was quickly transported to another world where I was lying on a cliff overlooking an expanse of sea. I soon saw a large silver cross right in front of me embedded on the ground, and my eyes became fixated on dramatic still views (like still photos) of each of the four corners of this cross. First the North end, the South, the East, and the West in succession. I then turned back and saw the devil looking intently at me with a bewildered look in his face. He looked like he had fought a war and this was the end for him. His eyes gazed intently at this cross and his face showing me a defeated and helpless foe. I then turned and looked at the cross fully, it was radiant, a perfectly cut crystal and powerful beyond measure…this was the end of the dream.

I woke up confused about all that I had seen but I had a feeling of victory. I am certain that this dream represented me having victory over the addiction and patterns i developed with sexual sin. There is still much more I want to tell you about this dream, like what "the truth in Jacob's lambs" means, but i don't want this to be a really long post. On another note, I still do not understand why the devil looked like an anime character from the G Gundam Wing series in my dream…(that's a detail for all those who have ever seen this corny anime)...

-ROb

p.s. if you look at the intro to this post all the sentences begin with T.